Story's bad ending

Is it over yet ?
All the memories and what we've do in the past just finished ?

I never know what you thought , for 2 times i want you get back , but you rejected me .
Are you fooling me ? and made me regretting you ?

Now you're not mine anymore , i don't know how to pretend this feeling to you ,
I won't broke your relation and be a disaster to you , I won't ..

But In these last 3 days , too many temptation attacking me and make me fell apart .

So How to get back ? and how to make it like past again ? How ? Tell Me .

For every tears i've fell , and every song that i've made , its all not changing anything .

Everything is changing , everything should changing , and everything will changing .
I know this is your time to change , you moved on , and go through all ,
But me ?
What can i do now ?
I am empty , I don't have anything to make me change .

I know maybe you don't read this , but if you read i just want to tell you .
My love for you is not a game that when it's over , it's over just like that , but my love for you is keep growing like a trees that planted and grow till it can be protect all people from the Sun's bright .

For you dear , now i just can say to keep loving your boyfriend , now i am not anything to you .
I try to let you go , as you try to go from me .

Don't regret it twice , but if you do . I am here waiting for you .